Dear Diary

WHAT? No this isn’t a diary! Hell, it is marginally a blog. Marginally because I don’t post for long periods of time and I am not after the almighty LIKE, or validation of the masses of the internet.

So update, I have been hanging out a lot lately on an LGBTQ+ forum. It has soothed some of my inner demons. I have made many friends and have come to further terms with my sexuality internally.

My eventual goal is to come out to my wife and kind of leave it at that. Once out I plan on exploring local Bear and Gay hangouts, though not for sex, though I REALLY want cock… I digress. I just want to hang and be me. Learn more about the culture.

Hopefully someday my wife will be okay with a friend with benefits relationship between me and another guy or guys. I only desire this because there is NO sex in my house, other than trusty Red Palm and his five brothers and sisters. I don’t want a romantic, lets live together for the rest of our lives relationship, just a pal that want to have wild monkey sex with me as well as hang out an go to the ball game or hiking or bro like activities.